Broken pelvis, broken dreams.

In less than optimum news, I'm now stuck on crutches with a broken pelvis and can't ride for 3 months. THREE. WHOLE. MONTHS. Meaning I'll miss being able to use my Christmas holidays to ride, I'll lose out on all the hard work Kadey and I have been doing AND I'm going to miss most of the next show season as I can't ride til March, then will need a few months to get my seat back in order as it'll be a bit different.

My family all want me to sell Kadey and I guess I have some big thinking ahead. It's so hard, we've done so much work and I love him to tears. But he's always going to be a bit flighty. But he's so lovely. But, but, but....

Rain, rain, go away...

Today was rainy and horrible and by the time I got out to Kadey they'd already rugged him (in his winter rug already!) and fed him. So even though I took out some sugar cubes, I wasn't interesting to him at all as he was mid chew on Weight lifter. It was interesting - my current theory is that he hasn't learnt to take treats from someone's hand so no matter what he won't take what I give. OR he just doesn't trust me yet.

I'm pretty emo about the fact that he isn't falling over himself to be nice to me - but I'm thinking that he's one of those horses who it's really hard to build a relationship with but once you do, they're loyal.