Back to square one. Or no square, without an arena...

I spoke to the owner of the flood-lit arena down the road.... it is only available for agistees.

So, back to square one. There is a McMansion between here and that place however given that they're clearly not badly off, I don't think the incentive of 'I'll pay you if I can use your arena' will really get me anywhere. Boo hiss.

Of course, just as I heal and can finally get back in the saddle, the days will be getting shorter. Argh!!

Broken pelvis, broken dreams.

In less than optimum news, I'm now stuck on crutches with a broken pelvis and can't ride for 3 months. THREE. WHOLE. MONTHS. Meaning I'll miss being able to use my Christmas holidays to ride, I'll lose out on all the hard work Kadey and I have been doing AND I'm going to miss most of the next show season as I can't ride til March, then will need a few months to get my seat back in order as it'll be a bit different.

My family all want me to sell Kadey and I guess I have some big thinking ahead. It's so hard, we've done so much work and I love him to tears. But he's always going to be a bit flighty. But he's so lovely. But, but, but....